I remember one time you were over here and you logged into Facebook and instantly, there were 2 guys talking to you and you had 4 messages and 17 notifications. I remember it because you went "Jesus Christ!" xD
I remember that, too. I usually don’t get that many at one time.
And, I remember Matty yelling “CHEESE AND RICE YOUNG LADY” when I said Jesus Christ.
What I’m attracted to is so much different than what I date.
I’m attracted to the kind of guys that wear slouchy beanies, have a sarcastic humor, cuss when its unnecessary, and are probably in some unsigned metal band. I think Andrew Kirby is a perfect example of someone who I would normally be attracted to (but, I’m not).
I date guys who are the complete opposite in the sense that they really have no fashion sense, their humor is more along the lines of “thats what she said” or from an internet meme and have no musical (if any) sort of talent.
My theory is this: I date guys who are compatible with me rather than being someone I’m genuinely attracted to. I mean, I’ve dated guys who can be said to be attractive (ie Jonn), but, to be genuinely attracted personality and physically wise has never truly happened. But, to be honest, I can’t remember how I felt when I first started dating any of my exes, minus Jake, because he was my first love, so, that statement might not be true.
I want to change who I go for and who I allow in my mind and by association, my heart. Only time will tell.
I put egg whites and coffee grounds on my face for exfoliating purposes. And, OH MY GEEZUS. My face feels like silk.
But now there’s coffee grounds in my nails. Oh well.
I’m feeling good as in legitimately good. Not because of the facial, but because I can breathe without feeling something for anybody. The ability to easily get over people is an amazing talent I have developed over the last few years. I like being able to look at a nice looking guy without feeling guilty, or feeling like I already have someone worth liking. I’m completely and totally (romantically) unattached from everyone right now and its kind of liberating.
I want need to start off new.
•No douche bags, which seems to be the reoccurring nightmare I face every time. I just want to have a good time in a relationship with in the confines of my morals and the law.
•No love, which sounds harsh, but you can’t go into every relationship, or crush looking for love. I’m 17, I don’t need my one true love to be now. That isn’t to say that I won’t fall in love with someone, or don’t want to, its just that I don’t want it to be the main goal in the relationship. Love is earned, it isn’t given.
WHAT GRADE ARE YOU IN? AP OR IB? FAVORITE COURSES.
GO GO GO~
Its TMI Tuesday, actually, but I could go for some random questions.
Grade: 12th. AP or IB: Funny story, I actually considered being in IB, but, when I found out I couldn’t do theatre/choir, I pretty much dropped the idea. I’m content with AP, though. Favorite course: In this order: Theatre. German. Choir.